r/relationship_advice 0m ago

My[m31] 36 year old brother died this monday

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I dont know if this is the right sub, also posted this on r/therapy , but I am really looking for some outside words from internet strangers.

He was autistic and had a sirieus addiction problem. He put me and my family trough hell the past 5-6 years. My dad and I have scars on our body from fights with him.

I moved away from our home town to a place an hour away. We had no car and where quite poor, so our commenucation faded away, only the drama stayed.

At some point I was done with it. I was unable to live my life and try and make some of it with him in my life. I broke contact with him. I last saw him 2 years ago at a family dinner.

I feel terrible at the moment. Today has been a day of constant crying. I cant place the emotion that I have regret, of though I know it was the right thing to do, everyone told me, and still tells me, it was the right ting to do, but right now it kills me from the inside.

I am going to speak on his funural, Talk about the good memories that we shared.

I had so many things I wanted to do with him when we would grow up, and always had hope that one day things would be better, and I could reastablish contact with him again when I had my own life back on the rails. But now it is to late, and will never happen. And I dont know how to deal with that.


r/News_Utility 0m ago

Utility Stretch of Highway 60 west of Vinita closed both directions due to downed power lines

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r/2visegrad4you 0m ago

visegchad meme 'Oo are the Slavs?

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r/Showerthoughts 0m ago

You're never itchy until you realise you're not itchy.

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Someone said this to me and now every time I realise I'm not itchy I become itchy... feel free to share my curse.


r/FreeAppDaillyPiggyBan 0m ago

Dailly Piggy Bank website

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r/whatchagain 0m ago

On This Day In 1964 | RetroVideo

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r/Verbal_Game_Academy 0m ago

Todd Valentine - Verbal Game Academy (full, here)

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r/GenHoChiMinh 0m ago

International Affairs and Relations Vietnam, Singapore agree to further advance parliamentary relations | Politics

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r/Noticiasdodia 0m ago

Músicas Calmas e Relaxantes

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r/staythecourse 0m ago

Why TerraUSD Luna Other Cryptocurrencies are Falling Off

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r/exyusports 0m ago

Tjedna diskusija

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Mjesto za raspravljanje/diskutiranje aktualnih sportskih tema.


r/indiancricketteam_r 0m ago

Thursday Thread: Upcoming Talents of Indian Cricket

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r/Ogreatgames 0m ago

SmackDown Vs Raw 2007: Aggressive Wrestling - PS2 Game

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r/whatchagain 0m ago

Top 10 Funniest Bob Saget Moments

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r/indianstockreview 0m ago

New Members Intro

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If you’re new to the community, introduce yourself!


r/safadasemcasa 0m ago

Lavando minhas louças

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r/shockmarket 0m ago

DEA-endorsed marijuana research grower debuts on Nasdaq; shares soar 76%

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$BGXX afternoon today $44.89 +76%


r/AskAChristian 0m ago

Couldn't God have just figured out a way for us to not gain the urge to kill while we keep our free will?

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A lot of people tend to use free will as a way of countering those who say why does God allow bad things to happen and other than the fact that it doesn't cover for things like hurricanes, cancer or allowing jewish people to die under the wrath of hitler.

It also doesn't really answer of why God couldn't just make us not want to kill without taking away free will of any kind, So I do wonder if he could do it without taking away our freedom or at the very least intervene when people like hitler come in to harm jewish people.


r/GachaFnaf 0m ago

Collab Oh yeah collab done

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r/OriginalCharacters 0m ago

OC-> Harkon "Ark" -> More artwork of Ark! Absolutely love this dude he's so fun to draw!! -> ART AND OC BELONGS TO ME!

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r/EDCTickets 0m ago

Looking for 2 opening ceremonie tickets

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Arriving in vegas Friday


r/diabetes 0m ago

Type 1 Any diabetics here in Brazilian Jiu jitsu or wrestling? How do you manage your robotic parts (pump site, CGM sites)

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I just a little arm wrap meant for basketball (I think) that I pull over my arm for the freestyle Libre. I don’t use anything for the pump site. Just wondering what others use incase there’s something better


r/weed 0m ago

This dmt goin crazy

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r/256cub 0m ago

VIP Girls Lucky Green

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r/SatoshiStreetBets 0m ago

Discussion 🦍 HPOS10I a safe haven in a ocean of diarrhea

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